Is this what you call LOVE?

Hi there I'm here again to share my experience in Oct. 14, 2011.

A while ago, at 7:34am, my "best friend" told me to go to school immediately because he will be waiting for me there.  That time, I was shocked because I just got up from sleep and we were supposed to meet up at 11am. Oh well, I hurried up and take a bath. I did not ate my breakfast so that best friend would not wait any longer.

When I was at school at past 8am, I went to him directly. Then, we ate together in the cafeteria of our school. Oh it's again in Paotsin (his favorite)! After eating, we went to the 4th floor to see if the Dance Room or the Multi-Purpose Room is available for us to practice with our Cha-Cha dance.  But unfortunately, those rooms are occupied already for PE classes. So, we just went to the LRC-Extension (our 2nd library) to think of a place where we can practice.

There, majority of the time was only used for our stories with each other and playing TapTap Revenge in his iPad.  You would really think that it was just a waste of time but for me, it is a good time because I am with him. After a few minutes (less than an hour), I said that we will practice in the walkway of the school in the ground floor if there are no people in there. If there is, we have no choice but to go to my condo and practice in the lobby.

But when he figured out that my parents are not at home, he said that he prefer to go to my condo instead. When we got there at past 10am, he asked if we could practice inside the unit. But I insisted that we should practice in the lobby because my unit is not big and I did not clean it yet. It was so difficult to convince him, but I was able to do that.

At the lobby, we practiced our dance steps and just stopped when we got it already.  Then, while resting, a cute little girl went to us and asked if what are we to each other. The best friend said, "we're best friends." That girl said, "really? You do not look like that." Then he answered, "then what do you think are we?" The girl said, "boyfriend." When that girl said that, I smiled. That girl is like a mature one to say that. Well, who would have thought that we're not in a relationship, if we are happily together that time?

That cute little girl played in his iPad and enjoyed being with best friend. That times, I saw the aura of him that he'll gonna me a good father someday. I really thought of the future that his children and his wife would be really lucky for having such a loving father and husband.

After playing, I saw that he was so tired that he lie on the chair in our lobby. Because of that, I felt pity for him that is why I allowed him to go to my unit.  Since our condo is studio-type, we only have a sofa-bed and we sat there and had some chat first. While chatting, I felt that  want to lie in the bed, so I did that. Surprisingly, he also lie in the bed beside me and put his head in my shoulders. That time, he was still talking but I cannot look at him because his face is so close that if I will look, it will be so awkward.

But because I was not looking, he opted to go on top of me so that I would definitely look at him. That time, his face is really close to my face. Like forehead to forehead? Then he held my hands and hugged me. I was so afraid that time because his lips is so close to mine. But I think I was over thinking. He would not do something like that, I know. That actions continued until he went home already.

This day is so exciting that caused me to be very lively and happy. But I think, those actions were just normal to him. If my imagination is correct, I think he's really like that to girls when he goes to their house. Oh right! Maybe he's like that. I'll just think f that. haha, I'm so bad. I want to laugh at myself. LOL :)))