I think I'm in love with my best friend

Hello. It's so nice to write back in my blog. Well, maybe it's time for me to speak English so many people would understand me. So, hi there! I'll be explaining what I feel for my "best friend".

So, here is the story.  We first became close because of the line in the registration of our organization in school. He was at my back that time and I had a trouble with money.Actually, I still have money that time. I just don't want to spend it all. Then that time, I asked if he can lend me money. He immediately gave me the money that I need without hesitation.  That day, I figured out that what happened was so "wow"!! He's so kind and generous.  From that day on, we got closer and closer because we chat on Facebook all the time. We used to text each other or even call up.

We began to be close because of school works. But as time went by, we really became close friends because he then usually talk about personal things. He would even ask some advice from me.  That time, we considered ourselves as "best friends". We began to act as really good and close friend. It felt so good that it was the happiest times of my life. Just being with him is like I'm heaven! (oh, that's an exaggeration)

There are times that he would ask me who is my crush? I kept on saying that I would say who it is on Christmas Day. But the truth is, I just can't let it out yet. I can feel that I am in love with him. I really don't know what did I liked about him. But one thing for sure is that I can't accept it if one day he will leave me because of me, having a crush on him.

Ah, I think that is a bit nonsense but I experienced it before and I do not want that to happen again.  Oh gosh, I wish I could tell him directly that I love him. How I wish I could be always by his side. And lastly, how I wish he feels the same way for me. But wishes are just a wish. I really do not expect from it. Maybe on Christmas, I would have the chance to say my feelings for him. I hope that he would understand and if he really is my best friend, he should really understand me. We should remain as friends like we used to be.

Oh, I love you! I really do. Wait up for December 25, 2011. I would be honest to you. Good luck for me! :)

Am I that insensitive?

Hello. Ah, I'm not on a good mood kanina kaya hindi na ako nakapagsulat ng marami para sa Aesthetics trip.. Medyo nabad trip kasi ako.. Actually, dapat masaya ako eh. I've got good grades for this term and I think I'm running for a First Honor Dean's Lister award. Kaso, kahit ganun, I feel sad pa rin kasi ang daming bumagsak sa Algebra class namin. Tapos yung iba din, na-lost yung chance na maging Dean's Lister dahil lang sa Algebra.

Okay, ang punto ko naman eh naiinis ako sa mga taong wala namang effort na ginawa para sa grade nila tapos sila pa ang magagalit sa professor. I think, it's not the fault of the professor. Sa student din yun ehh.. Grabeh. Kahit yung crush ko, isa sa ganito eh hindi ko naman siya ine-exclude.. Siyempre naaawa ako sa kanila. Pero wag naman nila ako sabihan na hindi ko maiintindihan nararamdaman nila diba? Oo na, ako na insensitive.. Pero buti pa talaga si crush, alam niyang naiintindihan ko siya at nanghihingi pa ng advice.. Oh basta. tama na muna ang ka-ek-ekan.. I should be happy muna! Hindi ko munang iisipin na insensitive ako! Yeah! XD

Aesthetics Trip in Bataan and Pampanga

Sheyow!! I just wanna share my experience in our Aesthetics trip. Oh well, napakasaya at napakamemorable ng trip na ito. Sobrang daming nangyari. SUPER TALAGA! Grabeh. I've got tons of kwento kaso medyo nakakahiya ang mga pangyayari. So I'll just stick with the main trip itself.

Last Aug. 12-14, 2011, we were suppose to go to Laguna, Bataan and Pampanga. Kaso, dahil unti lang kaming nakasama sa field trip, the Laguna trip was cancelled. Sayang. Pero ayos lang. Para hindi masyadong nakakapagod. Basta ayun. Madami kaming pinuntahan pero I'm tired to make kwento na.. Just look na lang at my pictures on FaceBook. Here's the link:
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1846717256992.2086116.1512485470

PS: I'll gonna make kwento some other time. Na-waley lang talaga ako sa mood.

My first ever International trip to Thailand

I'm been very busy last month that's why I had no chance to write here.. Oh well, I've got some "chika" for you guys.. You know what, last July 30, 2011 to Aug. 8, 2011, I went to Thailand for the Humanitarian Affairs - 2nd University Scholars Leadership Symposium... Grabeh.. Sa school namin, 11 students lang kaming napili na pumunta for this.. Kaya I'm so grateful na isa ako sa nakapasa for the test para makapunta dito... HAHA!!

The symposium started on Aug. 2. . Oh diba masyado kaming maaga?? Actually, we're so early kasi gusto pa ng mga kasama ko na mag-tour kami doon.. Super aksaya sa money, pero siguro worth it naman kasi nag-enjoy ako dun ng sobra!! I had so many pictures! Grabeh!! Pero don't worry. I'll share it all... I'll gonna post the links for this photos..

So back to what I am saying.. Nag-tour kami sa iba't-ibang lugar sa Bangkok.. Sa mga temples doon kagaya ng Grand Palace na nandoon yung Emerald Buddha . . Tapos yung Wat Pho na nandoon naman yung Reclining Buddha. HAHA! Yeah, puro Buddha nakita namin nung araw na yun! XD After naman nun, nagshopping kami sa Platinum Mall at Pratunam, Bangkok, Thailand..

Next day, dun naman kami nagtour sa Safari World. Super enjoy ko dito kasi mga animals yung nakikita kong nagpeperform.. Super astig talaga!!!! Hindi ko alam kung pano nila tinetrain yung mga yun basta super nakakatuwa!!!! Nung gabi naman after nung tour dito, bumalik kami sa Airport para sa free shuttle to Pattaya, Thailand. . Dun na kasi gaganapin yung symposium namin..

Oh ayun. Sa Golden Beach Hotel kami nag-stay.. Pero yung mismong symposium ginagawa sa Hilton Pattaya.. Dun naman sa symposium, super naging masaya din ako. Marami akong na-meet na iba't-ibang tao from different countries. Super masaya as in!! XD

These are the links for my pictures.. (Right click, then open link) By the way, you cannot see my pictures if you are not my friend in Facebook.. That's why, before clicking the links, please add me up first as your friend.. I'll be glad to accept it. Just click on my badge in this page (right side).. Thank you!
My 1st night in Bangkok, Thailand
Grand Palace and Wat Pho Tour
Safari World Tour
University Scholars Leadership Symposium I
University Scholars Leadership Symposium II