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Thursday, July 19, 2012

Me and my bestfriend

Ang cute ng gama-chan namin! Hahaha
terno kami. Gift niya yan sakin nung birthday ko..


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Sunday, June 03, 2012

Debate Society Officer?

Hello! Until now I'm thinking whether I will quit writing in our School Paper or not... huh! Then yesterday, I was asked if I am willing to be part of the Admin Track in the Debate Society of our school. Would I accept it? What should I do? Can I really do that? Oh my...

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Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Please give me a sign!

HEY!!!!!!!!!!! I need a sign!!
I want to quit in writing for Beyond Benilde articles.
I really want to because I am having a hard time.
But I don't know if I really want to quit.
Yes, I want to write articles on News.
But I don't want to write lengthy papers.
Please help me! I don't know what to do. OMG.

:((((

Friday, April 13, 2012

A Chinese Song

This is a song that my bestfriend asked me to search, download, and check out. Yeah, I liked the melody and meaning of the song so I posted it here. There, enjoy! :D



Wang Lee Hom - Da Cheng Xiao Ai
(Big City, Little Love)



烏黑的髮尾 盤成一個圈
wu hei de fa quan pan cheng yi ge quan
Your black ponytail is twisted in a circle,

纏繞所有對妳的眷戀
chan rao suo you dui ni de juan lian
Intertwining all your concerns about love.

隔著半透明門簾 嘴裡說的語言
ge zhe ban tou min de lian zui li shuo de yu yan
Dividing half-transparent door curtains, the language spoken from your mouth

完全沒有欺騙
wan quan mei you qi pian
Tells the whole truth


屋頂灰色瓦片 安靜的畫面
wu ding hui se wa pian an jin de hua mian
The roof's gray tiles, a silent picture

燈火是妳美麗那張臉
deng huo shi ni mei li na zhang lian
The lights mirror that beautiful face of yours

終於到所有流浪的終點
zhong yu zhao dao suo you liu lang de zhong dian
Finally reach the destination that all wanderers reach

妳的微笑結束了疲倦
ni de wei xiao jiu shu le pi juan
Your smile ends my exhaustion


千萬不要說天長地久
qian wan bu yao shuo tian chang di jiu
Please don't say that we'll last forever

免得妳覺得我不切實際
mian de ni jue de wo bu qie shi ji
to avoid your thinking that I am dishonest

想多麼簡單 就多麼簡單
xiang duo mo jian dan, jiu duo mo jian dan
If you think it's that simple, then it will be that simple

是媽媽告訴我的哲理
shi ma ma gao shu wo de zhe li
that's the philosophy my mother told me


Chorus :
腦袋都是妳 心裡都是妳
nao dai dou shi ni, xing li dou shi ni
You're on my mind, you're in my heart

小小的愛在大城裡好甜蜜
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li hao tian mi
a little love in a big city is so sweet

唸的都是妳 全部都是妳
nian de dou shi ni quan bu dou shi ni
You're everything I read, everything is about you

小小的愛在大城裡只為妳傾心
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li zhi wei ni qing xing
A little love in a big city, for you I pour out my heart


烏黑的髮尾 盤成一個圈
wu hei de fa quan pan cheng yi ge quan
Your black ponytail is twisted in a circle,

纏繞所有對妳的眷戀
chan rao suo you dui ni de juan lian
Intertwining all your concerns about love.

終於到所有流浪的終點
zhong yu zhao dao suo you liu lang de zhong dian
Finally reach the destination that all wanderers reach

妳的微笑結束了疲倦
ni de wei xiao jiu shu le pi juan
Your smile ends my exhaustion


千萬不要說天長地久
qian wan bu yao shuo tian chang di jiu
Please don't say that we'll last forever

免得妳覺得我不切實際
mian de ni jue de wo bu qie shi ji
to avoid your thinking that I am dishonest

想多麼簡單 就多麼簡單
xiang duo mo jian dan jiu duo mo jian dan
If you think it's that simple, then it will be that simple

讓我大聲地對妳說 I'm thinking of you
rang wo da shen de dui ni shuo, I'm thinking of you
Let me tell you loudly, I'm thinking of you

Chorus :
腦袋都是妳 心裡都是妳
nao dai dou shi ni, xing li dou shi ni
You're on my mind, you're in my heart

小小的愛在大城裡好甜蜜
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li hao tian mi
a little love in a big city is so sweet

唸的都是妳 全部都是妳
nian de dou shi ni quan bu dou shi ni
You're everything I read, everything is about you

小小的愛在大城裡只為妳傾心
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li zhi wei ni qing xing
A little love in a big city, for you I pour out my heart


那回程的票根 妳留做紀念
na hui chang de piao gen ni liu zuo ji nian
You keep that return-trip ticket stub as a souvenir

不必害怕面對離別
bu bi hai pa mian dui yi bian
You don't need to be afraid of facing departure

剪掉一束頭髮 讓我放在胸前
jian diao yi si tou fa rang wo fang zai xiong qian
Cut off a piece of your hair, let me hold it against my chest

走到哪裡都有妳陪 相隨
zhou dao na li dou you ni pei, xiang shui
No matter where I go you'll be with me, following me

Chorus :
腦袋都是妳 心裡都是妳
nao dai dou shi ni, xing li dou shi ni
You're on my mind, you're in my heart

小小的愛在大城裡好甜蜜
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li hao tian mi
a little love in a big city is so sweet

唸的都是妳 全部都是妳
nian de dou shi ni quan bu dou shi ni
You're everything I read, everything is about you

小小的愛在大城裡只為妳傾心
xiao xiao de ai zai na cheng li zhi wei ni qing xing
A little love in a big city, for you I pour out my heart


*Repeat Chorus*



La… La… La…



烏黑的髮尾 繞成一個圈
wu hei de fa quan pan cheng yi ge quan
Your black ponytail is twisted in a circle,

纏繞所有對妳的眷戀
chan rao suo you dui ni de juan lian
intertwining all your concerns about love.

那一種寸步不離的感覺
na yi zhong chun bu bu li de gan jue
That feeling of taking small steps, unable to leave

我知道就叫做永遠
wo zhi dao jiu jiao zuo yan
I know is called "forever"

Friday, March 02, 2012

Having second thoughts

Hey there! I've been away for a month again. Well, it was not because I had no time to write in here but because I do not know what will I share.

As of now, if you ask how am I, of course I would say, "I'm fine." But despite of that response, my real answer is... "I'm not fine because I'm having second thoughts." I really do not know which of the things that is happening to me right now made me feel that way. It was just so many things that I know I can handle, but unfortunately not doing something about it.

Let's start with my organizations at school. I am currently a News Writer of Benildean Press Corps in The Benildean, our official school newspaper.  At first, I was excited to see my article in the paper that will be published. But now, I am having second thoughts. It seems like I want to quit already. I just do not feel that I am that welcomed to the office. I do not care whether I will get the benefits being offered. I just do not like the way that people are speaking there. I felt that I do not belong.

Second, it is about "best friend." I do not know if we are still best friends. Right now, I felt that I was just his secretary, his tutor, and his someone-that-helps-him-whenever-he-cannot-do-something friend. I felt that I am just used by him for his own benefits.  Whenever I ask favors from him, he usually would not do it. Unlike when he asks me some favor, if I will not do it, then he will be mad at me. See? He is so one-sided. He only wants good things for himself only.  He also skips classes. Because of those reasons, I think I do not like him already. In common terms, "Na-turn off ako sa kanya." I really felt bad whenever I'm with him and my other friend, which I will call "Bench." I felt that I am just someone that is his personal assistant. I even felt that I am not a friend. I am nobody to him.

Lastly, I'm having second thoughts because I do not know what to do right now. I've got so many problems that if I listed it, then it will be very long. How will I ever overcome these things? Would I just cry and think of positive things? Will I have the guts to continue all the things that I originally planned? Why is there so many conflicts? Can You just give me one after I solved the other one? What the Fudge!!!!

There.. I already said my feelings. Sorry for being so emotional. I just do not know how will I say this to anybody. I don't know what to feel and what to do. Yes, I love my life but I hate this part of my life. If this is only erasable, I would really erase this. I don't want things to go this way. But I guess these things that are happening right now have reasons. I just don't know what it is.  I would just pray to God to give me strength to overcome the trials and do something for it to stop.

SMILE - I need this thing. I want to bring this back to my face. I don't want it to fade. Please, give me reasons for this to stay. If not now, maybe as soon as possible. Please return it to me before I might forget it.

Friday, January 13, 2012

A very busy January

Hello there! This is my very first post for the year 2012.

From the start of this month, I had so many things to do. Activities to go to, meetings, school works, house chores, and many more.  I don't know if this is right, but I am like forcing myself to do all those things.

I remember our first day in 3rd term last January 4. I went to class and went to meetings. Gosh, first day? It was very stressful. When I got home, I did not had the chance to rest right away because I need to do some articles. That night, I became sick. I was feeling cold and had fever.

Luckily, I finished my articles before 12 midnight approached. But when I finished that, I was not able to rest right away because "bestfriend" was texting me and does not want me to sleep. Oh come on! He's so naughty!!! Oh well, if he's naughty, I too became naughty. I slept even though he was texting me so many times. HAHAHA!!

Oh well, that's my first day of school.

I will not mention the other things that happened until this week. All I can say is I am glad to be in my school. I am glad to be able to do such things. I am blessed to be able to know many people and have many friends. Lastly, I am very happy with the people I am with.

Oh yeah. That's all for now.

Enjoy every moment of your life. :)

Friday, December 09, 2011

A Very Memorable Picture


Fervie is the guy on the left; Ian is the guy on the right.
I am that girl below.

This is a candid shot that I really did not expected. HAHA.
The three of us there were usually thought of as the " Love Triangle " in our class.
Actually, it was just made by my blockmates.
The truth is, the three of us are really good friends.

:)

History Repeats Itself

I really thought that you are not the same as HIM. I thought that you'll never gonna stay away because of the teases of people around us. I really thought that you are not like that. But I guess, you are.

You said that you are different. You said you will never be like HIM. You said... you said... you said... But I think those are just words that you uttered.. Uttered... Uttered. Now I know that you guys are the same. You became affected by them. You became conscious.

Now I really hate you! A man always fulfill what he says. Thus, you're not a man! I HATE YOU!!!!! >:(

Thursday, December 01, 2011

I know you will never be able to say this to me sincerely

SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME
My morning starts to shineWith teardrops in my eyesAnd here I am alone starting to realizeThat my days would be brighterIf I could learn to hideThe feeling that I have for youKeeps haunting me inside
Then my days beginWith simple thoughts of youHoping that tomorrow will be me and youSharing dreams with each otherAnd making them come trueHolding one another, saying all I need is you
But will you say that you love meAnd show me that you careSay when I need youYou will always be thereBut if you go and leave me(Ooh) This I swear is trueMy love will always be with you
Now my nights would endWith just one wish, that's you[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/say-that-you-love-me-lyrics-martin-nievera.html ]To hold me in the darkAnd help me make it through'Cause the pain that's inside meWould simply melt awayIf I had you here with meAnd promise me you'd stay
But will you say that you love meAnd show me that you careSay when I need youYou will always be thereBut if you go and leave me(Ooh) This I swear is trueMy love will always be with you
But will you say that you love meAnd show me that you careSay when I need youYou will always be thereBut if you go and leave me(Ooh) This I swear is trueMy love will always be with youMy love will alwaysMy love will always ooh, oohMy love will always be with you

Sunday, November 06, 2011

My Confession

Hey, sorry for being unable to write here for some time..

Well, last October 29, 2011, I already confessed to my best friend that I like him. Well, maybe you would think that it was so sudden. But I was just carried away by my feelings for him. I said it by mentioning what happened to my former crush, that I do not want to happen again with him. By that story, my best friend said that he is different. He would definitely not leave me, just like my former crush. He even said that even though he knew the truth, I should always act normal and be the same as before. We should not change and continue our friendship.

Oh my best friend, thank you for understanding. I am really blessed for having you. Thank you! :)

Friday, October 21, 2011

** THE REAL 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS THAT GIRLS DON'T KNOW!. SO GIRLS PLEASE READ THIS **


HERE'S 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

THANK YOU FOR READING :")) ♥
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Is the feeling gone already?


Maybe with this picture, you will know what I really mean by now.

Is that just an infatuation? Maybe yes, maybe no. I still don't know. I'm still not sure of that.

A while ago, he asked me again if I could now tell him the truth about my feelings for him.  But I said no.  Then he asked, will I really say it on Christmas? I said, "I don't know." From that conversation, I asked myself, am I really going to confess to him on Christmas? But I don't know if I can handle it. I am afraid of losing him. I am afraid of being rejected. I am afraid of many things.  Then, he said that I should confess my feelings right now because if I would tell it to him on Christmas, I would just cry. From that, I became more scared and really don't know what to do.

My "mommy J" said to me that I still got lots of time before Christmas. I can still think about it. But as days go by, I can feel that my feelings for him is slowly fading. I guess, I just want him to stay as my friend right now. Not as a special someone. 

Some people would think that they prefer people who is NOT MANHID (numb) to the feelings of others. But for me, I think I want the opposite.  If only he was numb to my feelings, it would not be very difficult to me. I could continue beings friends with him and confess easily on Christmas.

OH MY GOSH. WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING NOWADAYS... :|

Maybe, the feeling is not totally gone YET. But, there will come a time that it will really vanish (I hope so). OH!!!! If I can only turn off the feelings of my hypothalamus.. I mean, heart... for him, then there would be no problem. Everything will be solved. LOL

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Is this what you call LOVE?

Hi there I'm here again to share my experience in Oct. 14, 2011.

A while ago, at 7:34am, my "best friend" told me to go to school immediately because he will be waiting for me there.  That time, I was shocked because I just got up from sleep and we were supposed to meet up at 11am. Oh well, I hurried up and take a bath. I did not ate my breakfast so that best friend would not wait any longer.

When I was at school at past 8am, I went to him directly. Then, we ate together in the cafeteria of our school. Oh it's again in Paotsin (his favorite)! After eating, we went to the 4th floor to see if the Dance Room or the Multi-Purpose Room is available for us to practice with our Cha-Cha dance.  But unfortunately, those rooms are occupied already for PE classes. So, we just went to the LRC-Extension (our 2nd library) to think of a place where we can practice.

There, majority of the time was only used for our stories with each other and playing TapTap Revenge in his iPad.  You would really think that it was just a waste of time but for me, it is a good time because I am with him. After a few minutes (less than an hour), I said that we will practice in the walkway of the school in the ground floor if there are no people in there. If there is, we have no choice but to go to my condo and practice in the lobby.

But when he figured out that my parents are not at home, he said that he prefer to go to my condo instead. When we got there at past 10am, he asked if we could practice inside the unit. But I insisted that we should practice in the lobby because my unit is not big and I did not clean it yet. It was so difficult to convince him, but I was able to do that.

At the lobby, we practiced our dance steps and just stopped when we got it already.  Then, while resting, a cute little girl went to us and asked if what are we to each other. The best friend said, "we're best friends." That girl said, "really? You do not look like that." Then he answered, "then what do you think are we?" The girl said, "boyfriend." When that girl said that, I smiled. That girl is like a mature one to say that. Well, who would have thought that we're not in a relationship, if we are happily together that time?

That cute little girl played in his iPad and enjoyed being with best friend. That times, I saw the aura of him that he'll gonna me a good father someday. I really thought of the future that his children and his wife would be really lucky for having such a loving father and husband.

After playing, I saw that he was so tired that he lie on the chair in our lobby. Because of that, I felt pity for him that is why I allowed him to go to my unit.  Since our condo is studio-type, we only have a sofa-bed and we sat there and had some chat first. While chatting, I felt that  want to lie in the bed, so I did that. Surprisingly, he also lie in the bed beside me and put his head in my shoulders. That time, he was still talking but I cannot look at him because his face is so close that if I will look, it will be so awkward.

But because I was not looking, he opted to go on top of me so that I would definitely look at him. That time, his face is really close to my face. Like forehead to forehead? Then he held my hands and hugged me. I was so afraid that time because his lips is so close to mine. But I think I was over thinking. He would not do something like that, I know. That actions continued until he went home already.

This day is so exciting that caused me to be very lively and happy. But I think, those actions were just normal to him. If my imagination is correct, I think he's really like that to girls when he goes to their house. Oh right! Maybe he's like that. I'll just think f that. haha, I'm so bad. I want to laugh at myself. LOL :)))

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

I'm so "KILIG"!!! :">

Hello! I'm here again for my KILIG experience this week.

Last Tuesday, Oct. 11, 2011, we had a PE class, which our topic is about Cha-cha. It is a type of ballroom dance that eventually needs a partner.  That time, our PE professor said to us to look for a partner.... At that time, I was a little bit sad because I might not have a partner. I'm not looking for someone that time, and no one is asking me.  Then suddenly, my blockmate, Julie, hugged me and called "HIM" (it's "best friend")..

Best friend approached us immediately and said, Are we partners? (partner tayo?) -- that time, he was also asking for a high five.  I was stunned for a couple of seconds, then responded to his high five. Then that means, we became partners for that dance.

At first, I thought that he does not know how to dance because he hardly follows in our group dance presentations. But that time, it was like he is more knowledgeable than me. Oh gosh! That's really crazy. But of course, the most KILIG part is that while we are dancing, we smile, laugh, talk, and look at each other. That time was my happiest moment with him.  Also, there is a bonus -- we are always holding each other's hand. Gosh! If only I could stop the time, I would! I want us to be like that all the time. The feeling was so romantic that I would always smile when I think of it.

Oh my best friend, how I wish I could really say to you my feelings right now. But I guess, it is not yet the right time. I will wait for December 25, 2011 to come. Then, you will know that I like you! :)

Sunday, October 09, 2011

Month of October

Oh gosh, this is it! This is my favorite month since Grade 6.  I don't know why, but I guess because this month is the birthday of my 3 close friends.. haha. I remembered before when I pretended to be another person, I also made a new birthday, which is October 26. See? This really is the month that I like. LOL

Oh whatever. I don't know what to say already. Oh well. Have a great day! :)

Friday, September 23, 2011

I think I'm in love with my best friend

Hello. It's so nice to write back in my blog. Well, maybe it's time for me to speak English so many people would understand me. So, hi there! I'll be explaining what I feel for my "best friend".

So, here is the story.  We first became close because of the line in the registration of our organization in school. He was at my back that time and I had a trouble with money.Actually, I still have money that time. I just don't want to spend it all. Then that time, I asked if he can lend me money. He immediately gave me the money that I need without hesitation.  That day, I figured out that what happened was so "wow"!! He's so kind and generous.  From that day on, we got closer and closer because we chat on Facebook all the time. We used to text each other or even call up.

We began to be close because of school works. But as time went by, we really became close friends because he then usually talk about personal things. He would even ask some advice from me.  That time, we considered ourselves as "best friends". We began to act as really good and close friend. It felt so good that it was the happiest times of my life. Just being with him is like I'm heaven! (oh, that's an exaggeration)

There are times that he would ask me who is my crush? I kept on saying that I would say who it is on Christmas Day. But the truth is, I just can't let it out yet. I can feel that I am in love with him. I really don't know what did I liked about him. But one thing for sure is that I can't accept it if one day he will leave me because of me, having a crush on him.

Ah, I think that is a bit nonsense but I experienced it before and I do not want that to happen again.  Oh gosh, I wish I could tell him directly that I love him. How I wish I could be always by his side. And lastly, how I wish he feels the same way for me. But wishes are just a wish. I really do not expect from it. Maybe on Christmas, I would have the chance to say my feelings for him. I hope that he would understand and if he really is my best friend, he should really understand me. We should remain as friends like we used to be.

Oh, I love you! I really do. Wait up for December 25, 2011. I would be honest to you. Good luck for me! :)

Wednesday, September 07, 2011

Am I that insensitive?

Hello. Ah, I'm not on a good mood kanina kaya hindi na ako nakapagsulat ng marami para sa Aesthetics trip.. Medyo nabad trip kasi ako.. Actually, dapat masaya ako eh. I've got good grades for this term and I think I'm running for a First Honor Dean's Lister award. Kaso, kahit ganun, I feel sad pa rin kasi ang daming bumagsak sa Algebra class namin. Tapos yung iba din, na-lost yung chance na maging Dean's Lister dahil lang sa Algebra.

Okay, ang punto ko naman eh naiinis ako sa mga taong wala namang effort na ginawa para sa grade nila tapos sila pa ang magagalit sa professor. I think, it's not the fault of the professor. Sa student din yun ehh.. Grabeh. Kahit yung crush ko, isa sa ganito eh hindi ko naman siya ine-exclude.. Siyempre naaawa ako sa kanila. Pero wag naman nila ako sabihan na hindi ko maiintindihan nararamdaman nila diba? Oo na, ako na insensitive.. Pero buti pa talaga si crush, alam niyang naiintindihan ko siya at nanghihingi pa ng advice.. Oh basta. tama na muna ang ka-ek-ekan.. I should be happy muna! Hindi ko munang iisipin na insensitive ako! Yeah! XD

Aesthetics Trip in Bataan and Pampanga

Sheyow!! I just wanna share my experience in our Aesthetics trip. Oh well, napakasaya at napakamemorable ng trip na ito. Sobrang daming nangyari. SUPER TALAGA! Grabeh. I've got tons of kwento kaso medyo nakakahiya ang mga pangyayari. So I'll just stick with the main trip itself.

Last Aug. 12-14, 2011, we were suppose to go to Laguna, Bataan and Pampanga. Kaso, dahil unti lang kaming nakasama sa field trip, the Laguna trip was cancelled. Sayang. Pero ayos lang. Para hindi masyadong nakakapagod. Basta ayun. Madami kaming pinuntahan pero I'm tired to make kwento na.. Just look na lang at my pictures on FaceBook. Here's the link:
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1846717256992.2086116.1512485470

PS: I'll gonna make kwento some other time. Na-waley lang talaga ako sa mood.

Tuesday, September 06, 2011

My first ever International trip to Thailand

I'm been very busy last month that's why I had no chance to write here.. Oh well, I've got some "chika" for you guys.. You know what, last July 30, 2011 to Aug. 8, 2011, I went to Thailand for the Humanitarian Affairs - 2nd University Scholars Leadership Symposium... Grabeh.. Sa school namin, 11 students lang kaming napili na pumunta for this.. Kaya I'm so grateful na isa ako sa nakapasa for the test para makapunta dito... HAHA!!

The symposium started on Aug. 2. . Oh diba masyado kaming maaga?? Actually, we're so early kasi gusto pa ng mga kasama ko na mag-tour kami doon.. Super aksaya sa money, pero siguro worth it naman kasi nag-enjoy ako dun ng sobra!! I had so many pictures! Grabeh!! Pero don't worry. I'll share it all... I'll gonna post the links for this photos..

So back to what I am saying.. Nag-tour kami sa iba't-ibang lugar sa Bangkok.. Sa mga temples doon kagaya ng Grand Palace na nandoon yung Emerald Buddha . . Tapos yung Wat Pho na nandoon naman yung Reclining Buddha. HAHA! Yeah, puro Buddha nakita namin nung araw na yun! XD After naman nun, nagshopping kami sa Platinum Mall at Pratunam, Bangkok, Thailand..

Next day, dun naman kami nagtour sa Safari World. Super enjoy ko dito kasi mga animals yung nakikita kong nagpeperform.. Super astig talaga!!!! Hindi ko alam kung pano nila tinetrain yung mga yun basta super nakakatuwa!!!! Nung gabi naman after nung tour dito, bumalik kami sa Airport para sa free shuttle to Pattaya, Thailand. . Dun na kasi gaganapin yung symposium namin..

Oh ayun. Sa Golden Beach Hotel kami nag-stay.. Pero yung mismong symposium ginagawa sa Hilton Pattaya.. Dun naman sa symposium, super naging masaya din ako. Marami akong na-meet na iba't-ibang tao from different countries. Super masaya as in!! XD

These are the links for my pictures.. (Right click, then open link) By the way, you cannot see my pictures if you are not my friend in Facebook.. That's why, before clicking the links, please add me up first as your friend.. I'll be glad to accept it. Just click on my badge in this page (right side).. Thank you!
My 1st night in Bangkok, Thailand
Grand Palace and Wat Pho Tour
Safari World Tour
University Scholars Leadership Symposium I
University Scholars Leadership Symposium II

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Schedule, so hectic!

Hello guys! I've been unable to write here for several weeks. I've been busy in this past few weeks and had a very hectic schedule. Haaay. Tapos I need to do some school works and paper works. WAAAAH! I don't know how to finish it up right away. Grabeh, parang 10 days na lang, I'm leaving for a symposium in Thailand na tapos ganito ako ka-busy. Haay, what is life nowadays? HAHA. Kaloka!! Oh basta! Keri ko toh.. I'll try my best to finish it up on time! haha! AJA! XD