Hello. It's so nice to write back in my blog. Well, maybe it's time for me to speak English so many people would understand me. So, hi there! I'll be explaining what I feel for my "best friend".
So, here is the story. We first became close because of the line in the registration of our organization in school. He was at my back that time and I had a trouble with money.Actually, I still have money that time. I just don't want to spend it all. Then that time, I asked if he can lend me money. He immediately gave me the money that I need without hesitation. That day, I figured out that what happened was so "wow"!! He's so kind and generous. From that day on, we got closer and closer because we chat on Facebook all the time. We used to text each other or even call up.
We began to be close because of school works. But as time went by, we really became close friends because he then usually talk about personal things. He would even ask some advice from me. That time, we considered ourselves as "best friends". We began to act as really good and close friend. It felt so good that it was the happiest times of my life. Just being with him is like I'm heaven! (oh, that's an exaggeration)
There are times that he would ask me who is my crush? I kept on saying that I would say who it is on Christmas Day. But the truth is, I just can't let it out yet. I can feel that I am in love with him. I really don't know what did I liked about him. But one thing for sure is that I can't accept it if one day he will leave me because of me, having a crush on him.
Ah, I think that is a bit nonsense but I experienced it before and I do not want that to happen again. Oh gosh, I wish I could tell him directly that I love him. How I wish I could be always by his side. And lastly, how I wish he feels the same way for me. But wishes are just a wish. I really do not expect from it. Maybe on Christmas, I would have the chance to say my feelings for him. I hope that he would understand and if he really is my best friend, he should really understand me. We should remain as friends like we used to be.
Oh, I love you! I really do. Wait up for December 25, 2011. I would be honest to you. Good luck for me! :)
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ok.... your blog really looks like an online diary... good luck on the telling part.... i'll pray for it... :D
Thank you Janine! HAHA. :))
:D your always welcome honey...
i can feel you sister! grabe ganyan na ganyan ako sa best friend ko. and masakit nga lang kahit na nagkaaminan na at we are sharing the same feeling... from this past months and days... nagkatampuhan and now October12.... "anniversary" namin, di pa din kami nagkakaatos.. :(
Aww. Happy anniversary sana kaso mukhang hindi happy? Hmm.. Pero grabeh. Actually, ilang beses na niya ako tinatanong. Ikinakaila ko lang talaga kasi gusto kong mag-stick sa promise ko na sa xmas ko pa sasabihin. haaaay. Ang tagal ng paghahantay ko..
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